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Phillipian’s 4:13 for pete’s sake!

This first week of June 2016 was kind of awful. Maybe more accurately, as my Mama said in a supportive email to me, “senseless” as in there is no making sense of what happened – re the UCLA shooting.

I have not been on campus for fifteen years, but I have consulted for a department of UCLA since 1991 … nearly 25 years and for several years occupied a cubicle on campus. I know many and although not of the academic population, some from the department I work with were at Engineering IV on June 1 and the building housing the department I work with is on campus and so part of the lockdown.

I was glued to the online news about two hours in. Although I was relieved that things were not worse … still: A good man lost: a father/husband/son/brother/uncle – a young woman left to raise a son and daughter without their father. It is beyond heartbreaking.

And the additional fallout of fear, insecurity, young lives disrupted: the students … especially those in Engineering, but also all of the others who dealt with the unknown on that day.

What to do, how to move forward? If it seems challenging to me, removed by 1500 miles, what must it be like for those closer. And for that young family of the professor.

I’ve written blog posts in my head about this week, but this morning I thought about Phillipians 4:13 and the surrounding verses. And knowing that I’ve include those in previous challenging times, I went searching my posts. And I found a post which said everything I wanted to say. It is repeated below but with different photos.

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The sorrows of our earthly world have been receiving an enormous amount of “press”. I, and I imagine every one of you reading this post also have some private sorrow, hurt or worry that feels overwhelming.

And, not that there is not a time for sadness or grief, but I believe that we are also called, by our Creator, to live with Joy and thankfulness, even in the midst of difficult circumstances.

Father Tim, a character in Jan Karon’s Mitford series, often said to himself or to one of his parishioners: “Phillipians 4:13 for pete’s sake!”

“I can do everything through Him who gives me strength”

And earlier in Chapter 4:

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus” Verses 5-7

Powerful stuff. When I feel like it is impossible to not be anxious, I hear Father Tim’s voice in my head: “Phillipians 4:13 for pete’s sake!”

And then a verse right smack dab in the middle of those above…

“Whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable – if anything is excellent or praiseworthy – think about such things. […] And the God of peace will be with you.“ Verse 9

I don’t need to look very far to find things that meet those conditions:

My choice on what to think on is these things and to lift all who have suffered loss and those who fear – in prayer to Him – who governs all.

Phillipian’s 4:13 for pete’s sake!

Last morning in May

We had a splendid three day weekend – a few chores, a lot of walks, some rain, some sun, naps – it was wonderful.

And it was cool. We enjoyed the cool … I kept telling myself to take in the cool. It is forecast to dry out and warm up for a week ending in the upper 80’s and perhaps a 90F.

Yikes.

But, this morning, this last morning in May – it was cool at 42F and perfect moisture from the bits of rain over the weekend.

The fuschia are happy.

The herbies are happy … Mr. Coleus is not doing that well and needs all good thoughts!

Yes, that says 54F INSIDE – I’m holding onto cool as long as possible.

Last morning in May.

Raspberry-Lemon Brioche Sweet Roll

Although, I made the sweet roll on Thursday morning, I saved half for this morning.

And as this Friday morning, the last work day before a three day weekend, started rainy and gray, I was very glad to have a bit of scrumptious sweet to start my day.

I keep portions of brioche dough in the freezer for this kind of sweet roll emergency! Many folks like puff pastry for this kind of roll, but I am not a fan of puff pastry: I like the flavor, but find that puff pastry is SO flaky that I always feel like I end up with more on me than in me.

The brioche dough bakes up with a flaky crumb that holds together. This particular batch is 1/2 white whole wheat plus a bit of pumpkin in the dough for tenderness and some extra nutritional value. The filling is goat cheese, lemon juice, lemon zest and sugar with some raspberries on top of the filling but under the dough, making for yummy bites of goodness that is not too, too messy!

Raspberry-Lemon Brioche Sweet Roll on a rainy morning.

A bit of sun

It rained in the night, but at dawn it was not raining and no puddles … the ground here on this foothill of the Rocky Mountain “back” sieves like a … sieve!

And though we needed all of this rain, I do confess that it was nice to have a break.

Bear is not sad … that is his “don’t keep pointing that darn camera at me” look. But it is natural light, i.e. early morning sunlight in the sunroom!

Sun and lupins and Auggie in the woods – glorious!

Yes, some clouds, but sun is shining on my little house and its front porch.

Some inside sunshine: fresh made Ghee.

The forecast for today was rainy…

but surprise… !!

After the early morning sun, it was cloudy and gray, but mid-afternoon it cleared. I could not resist. Bear and I took a quick trip to the dump and to Bigfork. We didn’t need to, but I wanted to and Bear is always up for a ride in the Jeep.