{"id":6229,"date":"2010-10-30T10:04:53","date_gmt":"2010-10-30T16:04:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fromthefrontporch.com\/WPBlog\/?p=6229"},"modified":"2023-09-18T10:47:01","modified_gmt":"2023-09-18T17:47:01","slug":"dream-on","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.beardogco.com\/theroadhome\/2010\/10\/dream-on\/","title":{"rendered":"Dream on"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have had visions of the way I&#8217;d like my life to be from the time I was old enough to be making some of my own choices.  <\/p>\n<p>Hanging in my pre-teen\/young teen bedroom was a poster of sunlight in the woods.  Our family vacations were taken on a beautiful lake in Northern Michigan where we stayed in a cottage on the lake for two weeks every summer.  The area was wooded, hilly in actuality but it seemed mountainous compared to northwest Ohio, where we lived.<\/p>\n<p>I had this vision that the perfect place to live would be with a mountain and woods behind me and a lake at my feet.<\/p>\n<p>I grew up, finished school, went to work, married. Normal stuff.  Every day on my way to work as I&#8217;d pass houses with lights on, I would think that I really just wanted to be at home&#8230;working at home.  This was in the 70&#8217;s, before personal computers and the internet.  Working at home meant housewife.<\/p>\n<p>I divorced.  I moved to California. I still worked&#8230;and then, personal computers.  I taught myself to program for a small business I worked on with another.  I went to work for a startup software company &#8211; not as a programmer, I was the distribution manager&#8230;I set up the order entry department, leased a warehouse and equipped it, set up the shipping department.  The startup never took off.  While things were slow and before they finally laid me off, I used the extensive library to teach myself other computer languages.  I loved programming and it fit me.<\/p>\n<p>I was laid off in June.  I spent the summer at the beach reading Robert Ludlum books.  I drove cross country &#8211; my first cross country driving trip &#8211; to visit my folks in Florida.  September &#8211; maybe I should start looking for a job&#8230;  The old vision, though&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>After several half-hearted job interviews, I phoned the software company and asked if they knew of anyone who needed any custom programming.  They did.  I got the consulting job.  I went to buy a computer and got a lead on another job from the salesman at the computer store.  Summers &#038; Co., which became Beardog Consulting was born.  That was 25 years ago.  That phone call started everything in motion.<\/p>\n<p>And now&#8230;the mountains are out my front door, through the woods.  Flathead Lake and Echo Lake, within minutes&#8230;and rivers which are now my most favorite of waters.  My little house in the woods where I stay home and work.  <\/p>\n<p>This last week, I&#8217;ve started my mornings not on the front porch, but in the back of the house&#8230;on my chair.  Karl is near watching and listening &#8211; the game trail runs down the hill behind the house and we hear the movement of deer, a great horned owl on occasion and sometimes just the quiet.  <\/p>\n<p><a target=\"Large\" href=\"http:\/\/beardogco.com\/WPBlog\/blogimages\/Oct10\/Fog4999.jpg\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"center-noborder\" src=\"http:\/\/beardogco.com\/WPBlog\/blogimages\/Oct10\/Fog4999W.jpg\" hspace=\"5\" alt=\"\" height=\"450\" style=\"width: 650px; height: 450px\" title=\"\"\/><\/a> <\/p>\n<p>It is nearly pitch dark looking forward across the yard and into the woods.  But looking up, there is light in the sky.   <\/p>\n<p><a target=\"Large\" href=\"http:\/\/beardogco.com\/WPBlog\/blogimages\/Oct10\/Fog5002.jpg\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"center-noborder\" src=\"http:\/\/beardogco.com\/WPBlog\/blogimages\/Oct10\/Fog5002W.jpg\" hspace=\"5\" alt=\"\" height=\"600\" style=\"width: 650px; height: 600px\" title=\"\"\/><\/a> <\/p>\n<p>Although overcast and this morning, foggy, the waning moon still lights the sky enough that the trees are dark in contrast. <\/p>\n<p>All week, I&#8217;ve had an almost overwhelming feeling of happiness, contentment, peace and gratitude.<\/p>\n<p>This morning, that young vision came to mind as well as thankfulness that everything was put in my path that was needed to get to this place &#8211; to this life that is right for me, in this perfect for me house, in the woods, by the mountains, with my dog and my cat.<\/p>\n<p><a target=\"Large\" href=\"http:\/\/beardogco.com\/WPBlog\/blogimages\/Oct10\/Fog5005.jpg\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"center-noborder\" src=\"http:\/\/beardogco.com\/WPBlog\/blogimages\/Oct10\/Fog5005W.jpg\" hspace=\"5\" alt=\"\" height=\"450\" style=\"width: 650px; height: 450px\" title=\"\"\/><\/a> <\/p>\n<p>I have other dreams and other visions &#8211; simple things &#8211; but I see them.  The dreams, the visions &#8211; they do not get in the way of enjoying and loving what I have now.  They serve the purpose of guiding choices &#8211; helping me to say yes or no to how I spend my time.<\/p>\n<p><a target=\"Large\" href=\"http:\/\/beardogco.com\/WPBlog\/blogimages\/Oct10\/Fog5007.jpg\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"center-noborder\" src=\"http:\/\/beardogco.com\/WPBlog\/blogimages\/Oct10\/Fog5007W.jpg\" hspace=\"5\" alt=\"\" height=\"450\" style=\"width: 650px; height: 450px\" title=\"\"\/><\/a> <\/p>\n<p>On this foggy morning, in the lovely stillness, in the company of my good dog &#8211; I thought about how dreams have come true.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><em>If one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with success unexpected in common hours.<\/em> \u2014Henry David Thoreau<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Dream on.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"center-noborder\" src=\"http:\/\/beardogco.com\/WPBlog\/blogimages\/Mar09\/EndofPost64050.jpg\" hspace=\"5\" alt=\"\" height=\"50\" style=\"width: 640px; height: 50px\" title=\"\"\/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have had visions of the way I&#8217;d like my life to be from the time I was old enough to be making some of my own choices. Hanging in my pre-teen\/young teen bedroom was a poster of sunlight in the woods. 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